It's time to get up and go again.

Don’t you understand? It hurts, and that’s why I don’t want it anymore. Stop trying to get that deep within my life again.

Anonymous asked: I don't know if you still check your tumblr, but remember, if you need anyone to talk to, someone who'd listen, or just someone who could laugh with you all the time so that you can forget everything you wanna forget, I'm just here for you. Don't forget that. Even if you don't say it, I know you're hurting, I can feel it. But please, please try not to hurt yourself even more in any way. Please.

I know. I know I’m not alone. But you see, I don’t care that much about me right now, just that other person. That someone else who’s hurting. :( I want that person to feel happiness now. That person deserves it. But thank you for the offer.

I love you, I love you, I love you. But love isn’t supposed to hurt this much.

(Source: blogsecret)

screwtherules asked: Changed sims again or don't wanna text lang? Anyway, sorry for whatever. See yaaaa.

No phone. Lost it.

Anonymous asked: Why dont you post anything anymore? :(

You see, I love getting anon messages but I wanted some other way to talk to the people who read my posts without it interfering the thread. If you’re my friend or if you’re comfortable with not being anon to me, maybe I’d give you my new url. :)

Thanks for asking, dear.

Anonymous asked: Hello. Me again. Can I ask q few questions ?(well, duh) :) first of all: I see him everyday. I know it's pointless, wanting him back, but I have this feeling that I'll never stop missing him. :( second: No offense, but I read your previous posts, and I have to ask: you give so much good advice to other people. what about you? third: who's ruralurbanwitness, if you don't mind my aksing. (sorry if i'm too long winded, i tend to ramble)

1. Haha, I feel this with so many people. And as usual, I bury myself in other things, just like I said. But you know the greatest advice someone ever gave me? Get a pen, and a piece of paper, and use them. You don’t have to be a writer or an artist. Just get your hands busy, and take your mind off things for a while. If it doesn’t make you forget, at least it refreshes you even for just a second. :)  2. What d’you mean, what about me? What advice do I give myself? Or.. 3. I don’t think I should tell you. Let’s just say he’s a schoolmate. :) 

Anonymous asked: What would you do? I'm failing so many things right now, my living habits are a mess ( i wake p after seven ALL the time, it's wearing me down) I keep forgetting stuff I have to do, and as a result I either have to cram stuff or pass it late, and all of this is because I lost someone very important to me. I see him everyday, with other friends, and other people, and everytime I do it's like there\s a radioactive cactus sitting in the bottom of my stomach. It hurts everytime I look at him.

I know. It’s inevitable and annoying and a pain in the ass. You’ll get through. Find someone to hang on to until you do…

Anonymous asked: How do i stop missing him? My friends say lots of things, like I'm addicted, and I'm in denial, and all that shit telling me I like him, but I don't think so. In fact, I think I'm the only one who doesn't thinks so. Maybe even he does. Maybe that's why he stopped talking to me. It's been three months now, and not a day goes by when I don't think about him. I never wanted anything more than to be able to smile along with him, and now, even that's been taken away. :(

Try to look at yourself, dear. Yer never gonna fix this if you don’t know what’s really wrong..

Anonymous asked: I miss him soooo much, even though I know he doesn't want to have anything to do with me. We were never together, and neither of us wanted that, but now, I can't talk to him about my problems, like I used to do. The only thing I actually I was good at, writing (big joke, yeah)..has been lampooned by my very own writing class. They're calling me pretentious and a jerk, and I have no idea why, because I can't tell. I try really hard to get over him, but I really just can\t let go. What do I do?

Forget about them and focus on yourself first. Busy yourself with better stuff.